Wednesday, September 04, 2013

cham sarang....

dear ne cham sarang....

at the end, its always you....
some time i wish i never know you....
i wish i never go to that school....
which the reason i know you at the first place....

i wish i dont ask for you numbers...
i wish i never send Hi~ to you....
i wish you dont reply me back then....
i wish i never have any memory of you....

i wishhhh.....

i've try to meet other guys...
i;ve try my hardest to forget you....
ignoring you...
who never remember me....
who already have other person...

did you know,
a few days ago, i look at your pictures...
at that time i know...
"ahh.... he got someone else already...."
she is pretty....
lucky you to have her....
lucky her to have you....

i don't blame you....
not at all....
its been almost 6 years....
its acceptable for you to forget me.....
its acceptable for you to move on....
the problem is me....
my heart....
who don't know how to forget you....
hmmmm.... my bad....




i pray to HIM....
if you are not for me.., let this heart forget you....
lets you go away from me....
and if you are for me, please open you heart and eyes...
so you can see me here....
standing alone waiting you here.....

sincerely,
a girl who can be moved....



Tuesday, July 26, 2011

jangan buang la oiii~~~!!!

huhuhu... anneyo~~

da lme gak xwat post..... this time, still nak cakap bnde yg berkenaan dgn kucing.... tp bukan pasal kucing nye, pasal owg2 yg suke buang kucing..... ad sesetengah owg, dy suke bela kucing time2 dowg comel je... mase kecik2... tp bile da beso kit, da xnak da..... g buang....

WHAT THE FISHHH~~~!!!!! suke2 hati dowg jew??!

sebeno nye, aq leyh konsider lg, kucing2 yg dibuang ditempat yg ok, tmpt yg dy leyh carik makan, cam pasar ke.... area perumahan ke.... ok la lg... at least dowg leyh carik makanan, or law nasib baik, ad owg nak amek bela.... tp masalah nye, ad owg2 yg SENGAL betol, pg buang kucing (at specially yg kecik) dekat tmpt yg mmg susah binatang 2 nak survive... contohnye, kawasan kilang or tepi jalan....

yg buat aq terpanggil nak wat post nieh, adalah kucing2 angkat aq yg ad kat umah nieh....
yg first sekali jumpe, nme dy TAM... jumpe dy dekat tengah2 jalan besar depat Sutera Mall... for those yg dok kat JB taw la kot kat mne..... mmg la kat dpn 2 ad traffic light tp kete yg lalu lalang kat depan 2 sangat la banyak.... mse mak aq amek dy, dy lg sikit nak kene langgar keter.... mmg xde OTAK owg yg buang 2.....

yg second, nme dy MOK, owg yg buang tu letak dy dekat depan kedai2 yg xde 1 pn kedai makan... tyme jumpe 2, kecik sangat and xbukak mate pn lg.... dy cam carik2 mak dy, sampai ketengah jalan... nseb baik mak sempat amek.... law x, "selamat"....

last sekali , berlaku semalam.... aq bg nme dy RAIN... sbb kaler dy oren, abah jumpe dy  dekat kawasan kilang2.... umo bru lebih kurang 1 bulan.... tyme jumpe 2, dy tengah nak disambar ngan burung2 gagak yg bnyk...da la area ctu ad belukar., msti la ad binatang bbisa + kawasan tu bnyk kilang, so bnyak glew lori2 ug lalu ctu.... abah bntikn keter je, teros dy lari g kat abah.... mule2 iangat kan seko je, tp td, mase abah lalu situ lg, ad adek beradik RAIN kat cti, lg 3 ekor.... lg siket nak kene langgar bas time nak amek 2.... last2, beli sangkar baru, then sume pn bwk balik umah.....

ape yg aq nak sampaikan kat cni, bukan nye,nak cakap kitowg ni pencinta kucing, tp, owg2 yg xbertanggungjawab yg buang kucing 2 nieh yg xbetol.... ape la salah nye, law bg kat owg ke... jual kat internet ke... at least, dowg xd la terbiar.... ad la owg nak jge.... xrase bersalah ke, law buang, then kucing 2 mati sebab kene langgar ke... ape ke.....

xde sivik langsung kan?? huhuhu.... kite manusia kan ada akal.... gunakan la.... pk bnde 2 betol ke x.... law xnak bela, baik dr awal2 xyah bela langsung... kan senang....

huhuhu.... k la.... 2 jew luahan emosi aq.... t law ad mse free, aq upload, gambr2 kucing yg ad kat umah aq ea..... hehehe tata =)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

...

aq pernah tulis nieh kat fb aq....

"FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities. So if you’re thinking of someone all day long, that person is probably thinking of you too."


agak nye mmg betol la.... or perasaan aq jew..... aigooo~~~~
cam ne nieh.... need help~~~!!!!!



Friday, June 24, 2011

WHEN THIS DOOR CLOSES T_T

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

 You~
While putting on a smile for you
I say thank you, for making these happy memories
Shining with an awkward smile
I'm sending you away like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

 You~
If you show me your tears
And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side
While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
I'm holding onto you like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
So that you
Won't see me while my tears come out
Please don't look back and just go

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

When this door closes

Monday, June 06, 2011

she's gone....

mse pagi ahad ari 2, aq n family kehilangan someone yg penting dalam hidup kami.... my little kitten.... TANTOOR nme dy..... mase 2 tepat pukul 12 mlm, adeq aq naik atas (bilik) then cakap, tantoor cam da terok, then aq n akak aq teros lari turun bawah, time 2 dy idop ag.... tp da tercungap2, kaki dy da longlai, perot dy da keras.... then dalam pukul 12.05 pg, SHE'S GONE.... sedih glew... aq xpernah nmpk kucing mati depan mate.... she's not moving anymore... time 2 sume famili aq ad kat keliling dy.... nak 'hantar' dy pergi....

TANTOOR ni sebenar nye mmg sakit.... terok.... sejak dy lahir dy mmg da sakit.... hari2 kene makan ubat, banyak kali da hantar pergi jumpe vet.... tp mmg umo dy xpanjang.... mase dy pergi mmg aq nges, tp kejap je... myb sebb aq xrapat sangat ngan dy.... lg pn dy da lme sangat sakit, mungkin ni la yg terbaik, sebab kalaw dy idop pn dy mcam tersekse je....sbb dy da lame sakit la, aq cam da prepare untuk kehilangan dy..... aq pn xnak tengok dy tersiksa lme2...  tp aq rase dy msti da ok skunk.... mak tanam dy dekat dengan tempat mak tanam gaban n memel dulu.... xpe... tantoor ad kawan kat sane .... kan?,....

aq sebenar nye, sgt2 berharap, TANTOOR dapat sehat balik, tp,.....hmmm...
sebabnye,, tantoor ni sebijik cam arwah mok aq yg dulu... warne dy,,.... perangai dy... camne dy nak mntak makan pagi2.... mate dy (sebelah biru, sebelah dark choclate)... sume same.... aq sampai terfikir, yg ALLAH, bagi balik mok kat kitowg, dalam bentuk tantoor.... tp mok adalah mok, tantoor adalah tantoor... xkan same... tp aq same2 sayang dowg....tantoor 2 sakit sebab mak dy, putih, da tue.... one of the factor kenape dy sakit.... immune and hormon putih da xkuat, thats why tantoor pn sakit....

pape pn.... aq taw ni la yg terbaik yg ALLAH da putus kan utk aq, family aq, and TANTOOR.... rest in peace sayang.... daripada DIA kita datang, kepada DIA kita kembali.....

kite kene hargai semua yg ada kat keliling kita, famili, kawan, pets, semua..... sebab kita xkan tahu bila kita akan kehilangan mereka.... bila kita sedar betapa pentingnya mereka, mereka da hilang....

R.I.P MOK... <3
R.I.P TOM .... <3
R.I.P MEMEL... <3
R.I.P GABAN... <3
R.I.P TANTOOR... <3
akak sayang semua....

Friday, June 03, 2011

MY FIRST FAN-FICS EVER!!!

anneyo^^

i'm planning to right a fan fictions about SUPER JUNIOR (who don't know what is fan fiction, please kindly ask Mr. Google).... i got a quiet good story line....

its about EunHae + kibum + HanChul... <3

i always read the fanfics in internet but, i never right one.... my problem is, my english wasn't so good... so right now, i'm writing it in malay.... so anyone out there, exspecially ELF, who can help me to translate my fanfics without any condition, please inbox me.... so i can send you my synopsis...

thanks a lot  <3
kamsa hamida.... <3

Monday, May 23, 2011

my sys...

dont know wut to say...., yg pnting nye., da since ari 2, xtenteram ati aq nieh.. yg pasal keje tu....
xtaw ko marah aq ke? ko touching ke? q salah ke? ayat aq wat ko sakit ati ke?....
tp rase nye sume diatas kot.....

aq xtaw, aq patot mintak maaf ke, ataw x.....
tp yg penting nye, aq rase bersalah.....
hmmmm.....
sorry sys.....
aq mintak maaf.... xkesah la... wat ever it is.... i'm so sorry....
="(

**aq xmention nme ko..... tp ko sowg je yg aq panggil sys kat dunia ni......
so sorry once again....