jangan buang la oiii~~~!!!

huhuhu... anneyo~~

da lme gak xwat post..... this time, still nak cakap bnde yg berkenaan dgn kucing.... tp bukan pasal kucing nye, pasal owg2 yg suke buang kucing..... ad sesetengah owg, dy suke bela kucing time2 dowg comel je... mase kecik2... tp bile da beso kit, da xnak da..... g buang....

WHAT THE FISHHH~~~!!!!! suke2 hati dowg jew??!

sebeno nye, aq leyh konsider lg, kucing2 yg dibuang ditempat yg ok, tmpt yg dy leyh carik makan, cam pasar ke.... area perumahan ke.... ok la lg... at least dowg leyh carik makanan, or law nasib baik, ad owg nak amek bela.... tp masalah nye, ad owg2 yg SENGAL betol, pg buang kucing (at specially yg kecik) dekat tmpt yg mmg susah binatang 2 nak survive... contohnye, kawasan kilang or tepi jalan....

yg buat aq terpanggil nak wat post nieh, adalah kucing2 angkat aq yg ad kat umah nieh....
yg first sekali jumpe, nme dy TAM... jumpe dy dekat tengah2 jalan besar depat Sutera Mall... for those yg dok kat JB taw la kot kat mne..... mmg la kat dpn 2 ad traffic light tp kete yg lalu lalang kat depan 2 sangat la banyak.... mse mak aq amek dy, dy lg sikit nak kene langgar keter.... mmg xde OTAK owg yg buang 2.....

yg second, nme dy MOK, owg yg buang tu letak dy dekat depan kedai2 yg xde 1 pn kedai makan... tyme jumpe 2, kecik sangat and xbukak mate pn lg.... dy cam carik2 mak dy, sampai ketengah jalan... nseb baik mak sempat amek.... law x, "selamat"....

last sekali , berlaku semalam.... aq bg nme dy RAIN... sbb kaler dy oren, abah jumpe dy  dekat kawasan kilang2.... umo bru lebih kurang 1 bulan.... tyme jumpe 2, dy tengah nak disambar ngan burung2 gagak yg bnyk...da la area ctu ad belukar., msti la ad binatang bbisa + kawasan tu bnyk kilang, so bnyak glew lori2 ug lalu ctu.... abah bntikn keter je, teros dy lari g kat abah.... mule2 iangat kan seko je, tp td, mase abah lalu situ lg, ad adek beradik RAIN kat cti, lg 3 ekor.... lg siket nak kene langgar bas time nak amek 2.... last2, beli sangkar baru, then sume pn bwk balik umah.....

ape yg aq nak sampaikan kat cni, bukan nye,nak cakap kitowg ni pencinta kucing, tp, owg2 yg xbertanggungjawab yg buang kucing 2 nieh yg xbetol.... ape la salah nye, law bg kat owg ke... jual kat internet ke... at least, dowg xd la terbiar.... ad la owg nak jge.... xrase bersalah ke, law buang, then kucing 2 mati sebab kene langgar ke... ape ke.....

xde sivik langsung kan?? huhuhu.... kite manusia kan ada akal.... gunakan la.... pk bnde 2 betol ke x.... law xnak bela, baik dr awal2 xyah bela langsung... kan senang....

huhuhu.... k la.... 2 jew luahan emosi aq.... t law ad mse free, aq upload, gambr2 kucing yg ad kat umah aq ea..... hehehe tata =)

...

aq pernah tulis nieh kat fb aq....

"FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities. So if you’re thinking of someone all day long, that person is probably thinking of you too."


agak nye mmg betol la.... or perasaan aq jew..... aigooo~~~~
cam ne nieh.... need help~~~!!!!!

WHEN THIS DOOR CLOSES T_T

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

 You~
While putting on a smile for you
I say thank you, for making these happy memories
Shining with an awkward smile
I'm sending you away like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

 You~
If you show me your tears
And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side
While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
I'm holding onto you like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
So that you
Won't see me while my tears come out
Please don't look back and just go

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

When this door closes

she's gone....

mse pagi ahad ari 2, aq n family kehilangan someone yg penting dalam hidup kami.... my little kitten.... TANTOOR nme dy..... mase 2 tepat pukul 12 mlm, adeq aq naik atas (bilik) then cakap, tantoor cam da terok, then aq n akak aq teros lari turun bawah, time 2 dy idop ag.... tp da tercungap2, kaki dy da longlai, perot dy da keras.... then dalam pukul 12.05 pg, SHE'S GONE.... sedih glew... aq xpernah nmpk kucing mati depan mate.... she's not moving anymore... time 2 sume famili aq ad kat keliling dy.... nak 'hantar' dy pergi....

TANTOOR ni sebenar nye mmg sakit.... terok.... sejak dy lahir dy mmg da sakit.... hari2 kene makan ubat, banyak kali da hantar pergi jumpe vet.... tp mmg umo dy xpanjang.... mase dy pergi mmg aq nges, tp kejap je... myb sebb aq xrapat sangat ngan dy.... lg pn dy da lme sangat sakit, mungkin ni la yg terbaik, sebab kalaw dy idop pn dy mcam tersekse je....sbb dy da lame sakit la, aq cam da prepare untuk kehilangan dy..... aq pn xnak tengok dy tersiksa lme2...  tp aq rase dy msti da ok skunk.... mak tanam dy dekat dengan tempat mak tanam gaban n memel dulu.... xpe... tantoor ad kawan kat sane .... kan?,....

aq sebenar nye, sgt2 berharap, TANTOOR dapat sehat balik, tp,.....hmmm...
sebabnye,, tantoor ni sebijik cam arwah mok aq yg dulu... warne dy,,.... perangai dy... camne dy nak mntak makan pagi2.... mate dy (sebelah biru, sebelah dark choclate)... sume same.... aq sampai terfikir, yg ALLAH, bagi balik mok kat kitowg, dalam bentuk tantoor.... tp mok adalah mok, tantoor adalah tantoor... xkan same... tp aq same2 sayang dowg....tantoor 2 sakit sebab mak dy, putih, da tue.... one of the factor kenape dy sakit.... immune and hormon putih da xkuat, thats why tantoor pn sakit....

pape pn.... aq taw ni la yg terbaik yg ALLAH da putus kan utk aq, family aq, and TANTOOR.... rest in peace sayang.... daripada DIA kita datang, kepada DIA kita kembali.....

kite kene hargai semua yg ada kat keliling kita, famili, kawan, pets, semua..... sebab kita xkan tahu bila kita akan kehilangan mereka.... bila kita sedar betapa pentingnya mereka, mereka da hilang....

R.I.P MOK... <3
R.I.P TOM .... <3
R.I.P MEMEL... <3
R.I.P GABAN... <3
R.I.P TANTOOR... <3
akak sayang semua....

MY FIRST FAN-FICS EVER!!!

anneyo^^

i'm planning to right a fan fictions about SUPER JUNIOR (who don't know what is fan fiction, please kindly ask Mr. Google).... i got a quiet good story line....

its about EunHae + kibum + HanChul... <3

i always read the fanfics in internet but, i never right one.... my problem is, my english wasn't so good... so right now, i'm writing it in malay.... so anyone out there, exspecially ELF, who can help me to translate my fanfics without any condition, please inbox me.... so i can send you my synopsis...

thanks a lot  <3
kamsa hamida.... <3

my sys...

dont know wut to say...., yg pnting nye., da since ari 2, xtenteram ati aq nieh.. yg pasal keje tu....
xtaw ko marah aq ke? ko touching ke? q salah ke? ayat aq wat ko sakit ati ke?....
tp rase nye sume diatas kot.....

aq xtaw, aq patot mintak maaf ke, ataw x.....
tp yg penting nye, aq rase bersalah.....
hmmmm.....
sorry sys.....
aq mintak maaf.... xkesah la... wat ever it is.... i'm so sorry....
="(

**aq xmention nme ko..... tp ko sowg je yg aq panggil sys kat dunia ni......
so sorry once again....

E.L.F stand for???

we prom15e to bel13ve , 10ve the remaining 10, prot3ct the missing 3

SUPER JUNIOR.... my love....
ape kaitan ELF dengan SUPER JUNIOR? cume fans SJ je taw ELF 2 ape.... =)

 hehehe... pat pics kat atas ni dr fan page SJ... ELF actually stand 4 bnde len gak, ENDLESS LOVE FOREVER...
honestly la... mule2 dulu aq xkenal pn SJ ni.... xamek port sangat korea2 nieh.... tp mase aq kat matrix dulu, my beloved fren, lylys nme dy, swo aq dengar lgu SORRY SORRY, then terus je suke.... thanx alot to her, coz sebab dy la, hari ni, aq kenal SJ...
SUPER JUNIOR ni totally different than other kpop group bg aq....
1- dowg ramai, 13 owg.... + 2 lg SJ M
2-dowg kene face banyak glew halangan utk jd ape diri dowg hri nieh
3-dowg ad hard die fans that is ELF, and one of them is aq...

i proud to be an ELF... even there is so many haters out there, its ok... because ELF will owes stand behind SJ and support them.... even if one day, they are not on stage anymore, even my hair grow grey, even every members go  by their own way, its ok.... coz once ELF, forever ELF....

ad owg cakap kat aq, "xbosan ke ngan SJ nih?".."SJ 2 gay la..."... "lagu dowg 2 ntah pape" and so on...
tp ad aq kesah? lgu2 SJ, sume besh.. biase nye owg yg cakap cam 2, not even try to listen, then da nak critic... what the fish la!! bg yg cakap SJ 2 gay, kowg 2 yg xtaw ape, 2 actually care dowg tunjuk keakraban dowg.... dowg 2 more to family and siblings then just a group member... relationship dowg sangat kuat....
huhuhu... that's one of reason nape aq sk dowg,....

i love SJ.... forever.... they are my special one....
the one who can make my smile, laugh, cry like hell.... and make me happy..... 
bile aq rase sedih and no one to turn, i akan dengar lgu2 SJ, then yg magic nye, t akan jd ok....
aq xcakap SJ is everything, tp dowg ad dalam list bende2 paling pnting dalam idop aq.... bukan yg paling penting, tp ad dalam top 5... =) t nk carik bf pn, msti nk kne ELF gak, so t dy xkesah kne kongsi cinta aq dengan 13 owg len.... hehehe....

2 je la post kali nieh....
tata
<3 ALLAH, <3 MY FAMILY <3 MY FRIEND <3 MY CATS <3 SUPER JUNIOR <3

tonite i can write the saddest line....

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered

and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms

I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.

How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.

The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.

My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.

We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.

My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.

Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms

my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer

and these the last verses that I write for her.

poem ni sape ntah tulis... pablo somthing... i can't remember.... i just love this poem... an it suit me very well in time like this.... ='(

they gone.....-_-

rase nye bru lg aq wat post pasal tom... macam baru lg tom pergi.... tp ari nieh, aq dapat taw something yg yg buat air mata ni xleyh berhenti lg..... memel n gaban pn dah pergi...... dy ikot mok n tom..... aq cam shock sangat....
1. baru lg tom prgi....
2.aq baru je balik umah last week... men2 ngan dowg....
3.kenape sekali pergi sampai 2??

dowg pergi jumaat ari 2.... tp mak xkc taw aq coz aq nak pekse n nak intebiu ari 2....memel pergi petang jumaat, pg sabtu pulak gaban  ikot memel pergi.... mesti gaban sedeyh nak biar mak dy pergi sendiri, thats why dy ikot sekali.... xsangke, aq balik umah last week 2, last aq jumpe dowg.....

mmg ni dugaan drNYA... waktu untuk kitowg jge mereka da abes... so dy pergi la.... ajal maut kan sume urusan tuhan.... kite kne redha... tp hati ni tetap sedeyh.... rase cam terngiang2 suare memel..... mcm terbayang2 gaban men lari2....
da lah aq da nak final, cam ne nieh.... hati ni xkuat.... ..da xkuat da....
YA ALLAH, kuatkan la aq.... redhakan lah hati ini....

TOM, MOK, MEMEL, GABAN.....
xkan pernah habis, airmataku, bila ku ingat tentang diri mu...
adakah di sana kau rindu pada ku? meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeza, bila nanti mungkin...
waktu berputar,
kan ku tunggu, dirimu.....
biar aq simpan.... sampai nanti aq, kan ada di sana, bersama dirimu dalam kedamaian....
ingat la sayang ku,
kau xterlihat lg, namun cintaku abadi.....

akak sayang kowg, sampai mati pn akak sayang korg.... TT_TT
xkan lupe kowg... sampai bile2 pn, kowg ad dalam ati akak....
nee...

for my love by m street...

this song really touch my heart when first time i listeb to it even without knowing the meaning....
so want to share with who ever who visit this blog....

=)

rahsia pohon cemara....

assalamualaikum.... =)
post kali nieh, luahan perasaan kit.... =) xpe kan? lgpn ni kan blog aq... heheh biar la.... =P
RAHSIA POHON CEMARA, lgu exist... mesti semua pn pernah dengar an... kali pertame owg nyanyikan lgu untuk aq, lgu nieh la.... lme dah.... mse aq form 4 dlu...form 4, skunk da sem2 kat U,da 4 taon da la kan... Dy ni, bukan owg pertame yg aq suke, tp aq percaye, dy   ni ape yg owg slalu kate "first love" bg aq....
knape tetibe nak cakap pasal Dy? actually, td tetibe aq terjumpe blog dy.... n tanpe aq sedari, aq bace semua post dy... since dy mule2 wat blog sampai la dy nyew latest post.... nape ye? rindu ke? sayang lg ke? aq pn xtaw.... so aq pn nak cerite pasal dy ari nieh...

aq yg memule sk dy taw dlu sebenrnye.... biase la... budak2 ag an time 2... (cam skunk da beso sangat je bunyik nyew... hehe) time 2, ari first datang ostel,ari selase, tp xingat lak tarikh nye.. mase 2 nak g solat Magrib kat surau sekolah, aq lak time 2 ngah cedeyh glew, coz xleyh nak terime kenyataan kene dok ostel, tengah feeling2 tu, owg pn azan Magrib, terus menitik airmate aq.... suare 2 sangat2 menyentuh hati aq.... xtaw  kenape...myb gak sebab ngah sedeyh , agaknye la... pas da abes azan, terdengar sowg senior cakap, 2 suare Dy yg azan.... aq pn cari la taw sape Dy, Dy ni kire nye owg penting la kat skolah 2.... rase cam aq ni hanye layak utk tengok Dy dr jaoh je...
then... bla...bla...bla.... aq pn kawan ngan Dy... memule dy nieh cam sombong kit, tp last2, da lme kawan, dy sangat baik sebenar nye.... kitowg jd sangat rapat....Dy banyak dekat kan aq dengan NYA... bg aq nasihat sume2... care pasal aq.... Dy lelaki yg paling banyak buat aq senyum, ketawe, being appreciated and paling banyak buat aq nges.... we start a relationship, and unfortunately its end on my 17th birthday... cedeyh x? adiah birthday paling "besh" seumo idop aq... aq pernah cakap nak tunggu dy, tp aq yg mungkir janji... jaat x aq.... salah satu sebab kenape aq xleyh nak pertahan kan relationship kitowg mase 2, coz aq budak lg, otak pn xbetol sangat mse 2... n aq xpernah jujur kat perasaan sendiri n xpernah nak jujur dengan dy.... xberani nak luahkan ape yg aq rase... bodoh an? sebab kesilapan 2, sampai sekarang aq masih menyesal, nape la dulu aq cam 2....
right now, semua kenangan aq ngan dy cam tengah wat slide show dalam otak aq nieh....satu persatu aq flash back... sebak lak dada tetibe.... ingat lg mcet yg dy kc kat aq time our relationship da nak the end.

 "satu hari CINTA & KAWANnya bejalan2 di dalam kampung... tiba2 cinta terjatuh dalam telaga, kenapa? sebab cinta itu buta, lalu kawan pun ikut terjun kedalam telaga, kenapa? sebab kawan akan buat ape saja demi cinta...di dalam telaga cinta hilang, kenape? sebab cinta itu halus mudah hilang kalaw xdijage, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap, sedangkan kawan masih lg tercari2 dimana cinta & terus menunggu, kenapa? sebab kawan itu sejati dan akan kekal sebagai kawan yang setia"

since than we decided to stay as friend.. lg pn dulu ad janji, law pape pn jd, ktowg akan jd kawan sampai bile2... time berjanji 2, aq xpk pn sakit nye, bile kite cume leyh jd kawan je dengan owg yang kite cinte leyh wat aq cam nak glew.... then aq dengan bodohnye, meng'lost contact'kan diri aq ngan dy... jaoh kan diri... sampai sekarang ni, dah jd betol2 jaoh.... da xmcet2 da.... even friend kat fb pn, actually, aq hide dy nye status, xnak nmpak dy kat ctu, sebab nti ati aq jd xtentu arah cam skunk nieh... hmmm...

dy da ad yang len da skunk, even menurut blog dy yang aq bace td, dy single, tp rase nye dy da jumpe yg len... xpe la....asalkan dy happy, aq pn happy gak 4 dy....tp dy ni len.... aq akui, lepas dy, ad yg len  datang dy pergi, tp dy  nieh, datang dan xna pergi2.... stay dalam ati aq.... nape ye.... lg 1, tiap2 kali aq terpikirkan dy, mesti dy akan mcet aq, tibe2... xpn dy akan like status aq kat fb, comment kat ctu... feel like we are connected somewhere in our heart.... aq berserah pd ALLAH, andai takdir aq ngan dy, aq bersyukur, andai bukan, aq terime.... aq masih simpan sume yg dy bagi kat aq dulu... kenangan...

aq tulis semua nieh bukan bermakne aq masih sayang kat dy, cume perasaan ni tetibe jd cam nieh... no reason....just teringat kat dy and terase nak cerite tp xtaw kat sape... huhuhuhu...  n tetibe nak post lgu lak kat cni.... sume part dalam lgu nieh betol kecuali part "7 years" coz bru 4 tears sume berlalu... and part "married" coz dy blom nak kwin pn lg... hehehe

7 years of love by kyuhyun....
kat cni je kot post kali nieh... len kali free, aq post lg....
peace be upon 2 you... <3

someone dedicated this for me....

i'll be there by taeyang....
love this song....
thanz alot to him...
who willing to be there when i'm sad... ^^
gomawoyo...

KEHILANGAN.... T_T

pernah x korang hilang something yang korang sayang...  xkire la... someone important ke, pets ke barang berharge ke.... prnah x? perasaan nyeww, sedeyh kan....??? sedih sangat..... 

2,3 ari lepas, aq pat taw, my cat, TOM ilang... panggil2, tp xbalik pn dy.... then, yesterday... mse call my mom, she said "mak nak cakap nieh... pasal tom... dy da xde da... xde rexeki nak bela dy lg...." then aq rase cam... ape nieh?????!!! mak kate tom kne langgar then ad owg buang dalam longkang.... nape cam 2....? aq terfikir, mesti tom dengar mak panggil2 tom, tp xleyh nak balas balik... sebab da xleyh gerak....

tp yan penting nyw...., perlu ke buang dalam longkang.... hey!! tu kucing la...  bukan sampah...! perluke campak dalam longkang.... agak nyew ape perasaan owg 2 kalaw ad owg len langgar someone important to him/her, then campak dalam longkang... lg satu, aq sangat marah bile owg tanye aq, "ca, npe nanges?" then aq cakap "kucing aq da mati" then dy reply "oh kucing... ingat kan ape td..." knape cakap cam2? kucin 2 barang ke? kalaw mati leyh betol kan? kucing 2, mainan ke? leyh beli baru??! law dy da mati, then kite panggil dy, dy leyh datang balik ke cam selalu????!!! xkan... if he dead., thats mean he dead!! da xde... xleyh jumpe da... xleyh men2 ngan dy lg... xley nak pangil, xleyh nak sentuh.... sume pn da xleyh.... then jangan la cakap cam 2.... they are only a cat... but still, a good friend of mine.... they even cam understand how we feel.... 

TOM.,,,

akak sayang sangat kat tom... ingat lg mase memule nak bg nme kat tom... mse 2 tomok baru menang OIAM..then decite bg nme tom -tompok... and mok-gemok.. bile gabung, panggil tom and mok.. tomok!!. hehehe... first time bg nme kat kucing... so exited glew mase 2.... mase kecik2 dulu, tom ni degil betol.... tp cam mnje glew.... bile da beso kit jd kool... heheh... aq pernah terpk, law tom ni owg, mesti dy sangat emsem n kool.... hehe.... tp sejak da beso kit nieh... tom jd degil gile... men suke2 tom je nak kencin kat mne2... tnde kawasan la 2... heheehehe... akak xkesah pn... law tom kencing, lap la... abes citer... yg x tahan 2,... ciap kencing kat abah lg.... hehehe... tiap kali abah cam nak pukul t, tom wat2 tido... comel sangat mase 2.... tom ni reti berlakon ea... hihihi... tp skunk da xleyh nak tengok tom belakon da.... tom da xde..... xde.... law akak balik, slalu ad tom kat atas tembok umah... tido... xpon, dok kat citu coz abah xkc masok umah...tp skunk da xde... xkan ade... xpon tom slalu balik bising2... macam bercakap... nak sangat taw ape la yang tom bebel kan 2.... tp skunk da xkan dengar lg da.... ingat lg, ad sekali 2, tom bising2, sebab ad barang atas kerusi yang tom selalu duduk 2... rupe2 nyew tom nak tido kat ctu.... ad barang kat ctu, xleyh nak tido la... hehehe... 

ktowg mesti rindu nyew kat tom... suare tom... gaye tido yang pelik 2.... care tom jalan.... tido tipu yang comel 2... sume la... mesti akan rindu.... mesti.... tom ok x kat sane? ok kan.... dulu ALLAH amek mok, skunk DY amek tom lak... xpe, kami redha... mesti ad hikmah atas sume nieh... l pn, setiap yang ALLAH bg 2 kan cume pnjaman.. DY leyh amek balik bile2 mase jew.... insyaALLAH... kite terpisah kat dunia, t kat akhirat, jumpe semula.... akak nak sangat cakap kat tom, akak sayang tom... sowi ye law ad termarah ke mase tom degil2... jgn marah kat akak taw.... 

rest in peace tom.... moge tenang kat sane....

sayang tom..... TT_TT

tom mase kecik2 dulu....
 xde pics yang baru la...

tom n mok...
comel jew tido... skunk dua2 pn da tido selama nye..

tom tengah kaco aka wat assigment...

comel kan? tido... pas penat men2,...

ni mase baru lahir.... tom. sebelah dy mok...
n 2 lg siblings dy, tp yg lg 2 tu.. mmg dy kecik da xde...

R.I.P TOM....

KAU YANG KU PANGGIL SAYANG

bile cakap pasal orang yg kite sayang n cinta, mesti ramai yang terfikir bf/gf, someone that in the relationship wif u bla..bla..bla... tp bg aq... they are my family... 6 owg yang paling penting dalam idop aq.... owg2 yg aq xrase aq  leyh idop law dowg xde... mak, abah, along, abang, ayiep n nya'i....

MAK
owg yang sangat aq sayang... jge aq dari aq kecik sampai la da masok u skunk nieh.... mase kecik2 dlu, slalu kene marah ngan mak... ye lar, degil an... tp sebab berkat mak marah aq la, aq jd "orang" sekarang nieh... ingat ag time kecik2 aq cakap bnd bukan2, pastu kene cili ngan mak... pedas! sampai sekarang teringat... so skunk nieh bile aq nak cakap bnd bukan2 2, t aq teringat kat mak... so xjd cakap...*tp kdg2 terkeluar gak... hehe... sume 2 kenangan manis zaman kanak2 yang aq xkan lupe...mak nieh,  bile aq sedeh ke marah ke happy ke, sume aq citer kat mak... mak ni bukan setakat ibu, tp kawan aq jugak.... bile aq start nak rase down, aq cepat2 tipon mak, dengar suare mak je da cukup nak wat aq rase ok balik...  sangat2 bersyukur pada ALLAH kerana pilihkan mak jd ibu aq.... mak adalah ibu terbaik yg ade kat dunia nieh.... no word to describe how much i love her...

ABAH
setakat nieh, lelaki yang paling aq cintai adalah abah... abah ni suke wat muke garang tp dy baik sangat, kelako, comel.. hehe... dy ade care dy sendiri untuk tunjuk kan dy sayang kat ktowg adek beradik... kasih sayang dy xnampak tp boleyh rase,... dy keje keras... untuk ktowg... even xberpelajaran, tp abah la yang paling hebat kat dunia nieh... aq sangat kagum kat abah.... mase aq form 1 dulu, ad kene tulis karangan tajok dy "Idola saya". aq wat pasal abah... coz abah la idola aq.... law nak compare ngan mak, abah lg suke bebel2... hehe... terbalik.. tp sume yang abah cakap ad betol nyew... aq simpan dalam hati... ingat sume pesan abah....sayang abah... sampai bile2 pn sayang abah...

ALONG
the one n only akak yang aq ad... kawan aq... nak citer pasal pakwe ke ape ke... sume kat dy... along ni garang tp dy seorang kakak yang reliable... someone yang boleyh di harap... to be honest, along dlu result dy xde la besh mne, tp dy ni ad detemination yang tinggi... sangat2 rajin... 10000X gande lg rajin dr aq... study sungguh2... n skunk dy da berjaye genggam segulung ijazah dah pn... bukan nak belagak tp among our relative, along la yang pertame masok u n graduate ngan cemerlang.... aq nak jd cam along... along ni rajin... kemas rumah, sapu sampah, kemas bilik ktowg yang bersepah 2.. even bebel2 kit but still t jd lawa bilik 2... hehe....law aq balik, ktowg slalu masak same2... besh2... one of reason kenape aq suke balik umah... leyh men masak ngan along...lg satu, along gak la sebab utame kenape aq nak diet... hehehe.. coz xnak kalah ngan dy =P hehe... love you sys... sangat2...

ABANG
paling rapat ngan abang aq yang sowg nieh... skunk ad kat uum... jaoh dy study... susah nak jumpe.. ktowg nieh law da baik, mmg baik glew... tp law da gadoh, xyah citer la... abang ni law ngan dy, aq xberkire sangat, koz dy pn law ngan aq dy ok jew... suke law g jenjalan ngan dy... besh... haha...dy kool jew... pndiam... xsocial lgsong... xsmoking... make him a little bit different from other guy out there... and maybe that why, so many girl like him.... n sebab perangai dy la jd kan dy abang aq yang istimewe... dlu2 aq slalu jeles ngan dy, law  ad pape msti dy yang dapat... hehe... ye la.. on that time dy sorang jew anak lelaki... adek aq lom ad ag.... sampai skunk pn dy la yang manje sekali sebeno nyew.... hahaha.... rindu la kat dy... da lme gak xjumpe.... syg ko sangat2 bang....hehe....

AYIEP
adeq aq yang kecik sekali.... aq akan jd marah sungguh law budak kecik ni panggil aq gne "ko n aq".. hehe... dy adek, so kne panggil aq kakak... hehe... law kat umah slalu swo dy wat kan something 4 aq... 4 example, "ayiep amek kan tuuuutttt.." n etc... haha.... aq suke kene kan dy... even dy t wat muke kat aq, ad aq kesah?? "aq kan akak..." aq suke cakap cam 2 kat dy... haha... adat la law akak buli adek.... sangat2 sayang kat dy... tiap2 kali aq balik, mesti dy swo potong kan kuku kaki dy... aq xsuke law dy potong sendiri... t jd x lawa.... dy ni comel.... haha.... mase aq tulis nieh, aq jd rindu kat dy... so dengan sengaje nyew, aq tuko profile pic aq kat fb ngan gambo dy time kecik2 dlu... hahah... skunk dy ni la yang paling beso kat family aq... tinggi betol... hehe... nak sangat cakap kat dy... "ayiep, kak nje sayanggg sangat kat ayiep..." hehehe

NYA'I
nya'i ni panggilan bg nenek... xde pics lorh... owg da tue xsuke amek gmbo... hehe... nys'i ni problem kit... sk membebel, benci glew tahap gaban kat kucing2 kat umh aq, sk carik pasal etc... bile pk2 balik, nya'i ni da tue thats why dy cam 2... nak lebeh perhatian.... hohoho... even so, nya'i la yang jg aq mase kecik2 law mak g keje... jase2 yang 2 aq xkan lupe... banyak atau sikit, cepat ataw lambat, aq pasti bayar balik jse2 nya'i kat aq,,... even antare ramai2 cucu dy, aq la yang paling suke gado ngan dy, tp xde simpan dalam ati pn.... xkire ape pn... dy tetap, keluarge aq... cyg nya'i...


KELUARGA AQ.... terlalu sayang kat dowg sume.... apart of my life.... actually my whole life just about them... ad gak owg len tp kedudukan dowg sangat berbeze... permenently stay in my heart... bilew aq pk2 balik... ALLAH belom jumpe kan aq ngan someone special, sebab DIA nak bg aq peluang untuk aq spent more time wif my famili.... THANKZ GOD, for sending me to the world wif them as my family...  bersyukur dengan kurniaanNYA.... keluarga ku... KAU YANG KU PANGGIL SAYANG..... bukan yang lain.... =)

pics2 ni sume amek dy nset ku... so xbesh sangat la gambo dy...
peace...

PENAT!!

ANNEYO...

huhuhu... lately rase cam penat sangat taw... huhu... banyak sangat bende nak di wat...assigment melambak2. hampir putus ase pn ade... betape penat nyew idos as student nieh... baru aq taw... mmg kene kuat fizikal n mental... kan... tp blew pk2 balik, teringat kat mak n abah, kuatkan jugak semangat untuk teruskan... penat banyak kerje satu hal, pastu tiap2 ari, mesti ade je yang xkene.. sebagai contoh, manusia2 yang suke mencari pasal... even aq xkaco idop dowg..... huhuhu... knape mcam 2 yew.... hmmm.... pk2... agak nyew, aq pn ad saket kan ati owg x. sebab 2 owg sakit kan ati aq balik.... 

tp sume nieh xpenting, ign0re jew la... idop nieh kalaw asek nak pk pasal owg len, xjd ape t...

 but, the best thing that will happen this week is, I will g back to JB!!!!!! hahahah kool...!! bilew ngah stress2 nieh, mmg patot balik umah... kos kat umah ad ubat nye... ^^ ( kan bagus law umah aq kat kat sebelah upm nieh jew...=P ) blew pk pasal nak balik umah, terus da xjadi nak stress... hehe... hopefully akan selamat sampai ke umah esok... nak jumpe owg2 tersayang.... ^^

EMAK+ ABAH+ ALONG+ ABANG+ AYIEP+ NYAI+ PUTEH+ TANTOOR +GOGOY+ MEMEL+ GABAN+ TAM+ TOM= RUMAH SAYE!!

EYCA+RUMAH SAYE= HAPPY^^

hahahahaaa,,... xsabo nyew nak balik umah.... 

a new start.....

HOPE IS A DREAM THAT NEVER SLEEP....


It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each otherI’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each otherI’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fallI’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with youI’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.

by, kyuhyun...


actually lgu nieh nak dedicate kat mak abah my siblings n sume kawan2...
kat kowg sume, i'll only show my smiling form... =)