Friday, June 24, 2011

WHEN THIS DOOR CLOSES T_T

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

 You~
While putting on a smile for you
I say thank you, for making these happy memories
Shining with an awkward smile
I'm sending you away like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

 You~
If you show me your tears
And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side
While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
I'm holding onto you like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
So that you
Won't see me while my tears come out
Please don't look back and just go

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

When this door closes

Monday, June 06, 2011

she's gone....

mse pagi ahad ari 2, aq n family kehilangan someone yg penting dalam hidup kami.... my little kitten.... TANTOOR nme dy..... mase 2 tepat pukul 12 mlm, adeq aq naik atas (bilik) then cakap, tantoor cam da terok, then aq n akak aq teros lari turun bawah, time 2 dy idop ag.... tp da tercungap2, kaki dy da longlai, perot dy da keras.... then dalam pukul 12.05 pg, SHE'S GONE.... sedih glew... aq xpernah nmpk kucing mati depan mate.... she's not moving anymore... time 2 sume famili aq ad kat keliling dy.... nak 'hantar' dy pergi....

TANTOOR ni sebenar nye mmg sakit.... terok.... sejak dy lahir dy mmg da sakit.... hari2 kene makan ubat, banyak kali da hantar pergi jumpe vet.... tp mmg umo dy xpanjang.... mase dy pergi mmg aq nges, tp kejap je... myb sebb aq xrapat sangat ngan dy.... lg pn dy da lme sangat sakit, mungkin ni la yg terbaik, sebab kalaw dy idop pn dy mcam tersekse je....sbb dy da lame sakit la, aq cam da prepare untuk kehilangan dy..... aq pn xnak tengok dy tersiksa lme2...  tp aq rase dy msti da ok skunk.... mak tanam dy dekat dengan tempat mak tanam gaban n memel dulu.... xpe... tantoor ad kawan kat sane .... kan?,....

aq sebenar nye, sgt2 berharap, TANTOOR dapat sehat balik, tp,.....hmmm...
sebabnye,, tantoor ni sebijik cam arwah mok aq yg dulu... warne dy,,.... perangai dy... camne dy nak mntak makan pagi2.... mate dy (sebelah biru, sebelah dark choclate)... sume same.... aq sampai terfikir, yg ALLAH, bagi balik mok kat kitowg, dalam bentuk tantoor.... tp mok adalah mok, tantoor adalah tantoor... xkan same... tp aq same2 sayang dowg....tantoor 2 sakit sebab mak dy, putih, da tue.... one of the factor kenape dy sakit.... immune and hormon putih da xkuat, thats why tantoor pn sakit....

pape pn.... aq taw ni la yg terbaik yg ALLAH da putus kan utk aq, family aq, and TANTOOR.... rest in peace sayang.... daripada DIA kita datang, kepada DIA kita kembali.....

kite kene hargai semua yg ada kat keliling kita, famili, kawan, pets, semua..... sebab kita xkan tahu bila kita akan kehilangan mereka.... bila kita sedar betapa pentingnya mereka, mereka da hilang....

R.I.P MOK... <3
R.I.P TOM .... <3
R.I.P MEMEL... <3
R.I.P GABAN... <3
R.I.P TANTOOR... <3
akak sayang semua....

Friday, June 03, 2011

MY FIRST FAN-FICS EVER!!!

anneyo^^

i'm planning to right a fan fictions about SUPER JUNIOR (who don't know what is fan fiction, please kindly ask Mr. Google).... i got a quiet good story line....

its about EunHae + kibum + HanChul... <3

i always read the fanfics in internet but, i never right one.... my problem is, my english wasn't so good... so right now, i'm writing it in malay.... so anyone out there, exspecially ELF, who can help me to translate my fanfics without any condition, please inbox me.... so i can send you my synopsis...

thanks a lot  <3
kamsa hamida.... <3