tonite i can write the saddest line....

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered

and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms

I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.

How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.

The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.

My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.

We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.

My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.

Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms

my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer

and these the last verses that I write for her.

poem ni sape ntah tulis... pablo somthing... i can't remember.... i just love this poem... an it suit me very well in time like this.... ='(

they gone.....-_-

rase nye bru lg aq wat post pasal tom... macam baru lg tom pergi.... tp ari nieh, aq dapat taw something yg yg buat air mata ni xleyh berhenti lg..... memel n gaban pn dah pergi...... dy ikot mok n tom..... aq cam shock sangat....
1. baru lg tom prgi....
2.aq baru je balik umah last week... men2 ngan dowg....
3.kenape sekali pergi sampai 2??

dowg pergi jumaat ari 2.... tp mak xkc taw aq coz aq nak pekse n nak intebiu ari 2....memel pergi petang jumaat, pg sabtu pulak gaban  ikot memel pergi.... mesti gaban sedeyh nak biar mak dy pergi sendiri, thats why dy ikot sekali.... xsangke, aq balik umah last week 2, last aq jumpe dowg.....

mmg ni dugaan drNYA... waktu untuk kitowg jge mereka da abes... so dy pergi la.... ajal maut kan sume urusan tuhan.... kite kne redha... tp hati ni tetap sedeyh.... rase cam terngiang2 suare memel..... mcm terbayang2 gaban men lari2....
da lah aq da nak final, cam ne nieh.... hati ni xkuat.... ..da xkuat da....
YA ALLAH, kuatkan la aq.... redhakan lah hati ini....

TOM, MOK, MEMEL, GABAN.....
xkan pernah habis, airmataku, bila ku ingat tentang diri mu...
adakah di sana kau rindu pada ku? meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeza, bila nanti mungkin...
waktu berputar,
kan ku tunggu, dirimu.....
biar aq simpan.... sampai nanti aq, kan ada di sana, bersama dirimu dalam kedamaian....
ingat la sayang ku,
kau xterlihat lg, namun cintaku abadi.....

akak sayang kowg, sampai mati pn akak sayang korg.... TT_TT
xkan lupe kowg... sampai bile2 pn, kowg ad dalam ati akak....
nee...

for my love by m street...

this song really touch my heart when first time i listeb to it even without knowing the meaning....
so want to share with who ever who visit this blog....

=)

rahsia pohon cemara....

assalamualaikum.... =)
post kali nieh, luahan perasaan kit.... =) xpe kan? lgpn ni kan blog aq... heheh biar la.... =P
RAHSIA POHON CEMARA, lgu exist... mesti semua pn pernah dengar an... kali pertame owg nyanyikan lgu untuk aq, lgu nieh la.... lme dah.... mse aq form 4 dlu...form 4, skunk da sem2 kat U,da 4 taon da la kan... Dy ni, bukan owg pertame yg aq suke, tp aq percaye, dy   ni ape yg owg slalu kate "first love" bg aq....
knape tetibe nak cakap pasal Dy? actually, td tetibe aq terjumpe blog dy.... n tanpe aq sedari, aq bace semua post dy... since dy mule2 wat blog sampai la dy nyew latest post.... nape ye? rindu ke? sayang lg ke? aq pn xtaw.... so aq pn nak cerite pasal dy ari nieh...

aq yg memule sk dy taw dlu sebenrnye.... biase la... budak2 ag an time 2... (cam skunk da beso sangat je bunyik nyew... hehe) time 2, ari first datang ostel,ari selase, tp xingat lak tarikh nye.. mase 2 nak g solat Magrib kat surau sekolah, aq lak time 2 ngah cedeyh glew, coz xleyh nak terime kenyataan kene dok ostel, tengah feeling2 tu, owg pn azan Magrib, terus menitik airmate aq.... suare 2 sangat2 menyentuh hati aq.... xtaw  kenape...myb gak sebab ngah sedeyh , agaknye la... pas da abes azan, terdengar sowg senior cakap, 2 suare Dy yg azan.... aq pn cari la taw sape Dy, Dy ni kire nye owg penting la kat skolah 2.... rase cam aq ni hanye layak utk tengok Dy dr jaoh je...
then... bla...bla...bla.... aq pn kawan ngan Dy... memule dy nieh cam sombong kit, tp last2, da lme kawan, dy sangat baik sebenar nye.... kitowg jd sangat rapat....Dy banyak dekat kan aq dengan NYA... bg aq nasihat sume2... care pasal aq.... Dy lelaki yg paling banyak buat aq senyum, ketawe, being appreciated and paling banyak buat aq nges.... we start a relationship, and unfortunately its end on my 17th birthday... cedeyh x? adiah birthday paling "besh" seumo idop aq... aq pernah cakap nak tunggu dy, tp aq yg mungkir janji... jaat x aq.... salah satu sebab kenape aq xleyh nak pertahan kan relationship kitowg mase 2, coz aq budak lg, otak pn xbetol sangat mse 2... n aq xpernah jujur kat perasaan sendiri n xpernah nak jujur dengan dy.... xberani nak luahkan ape yg aq rase... bodoh an? sebab kesilapan 2, sampai sekarang aq masih menyesal, nape la dulu aq cam 2....
right now, semua kenangan aq ngan dy cam tengah wat slide show dalam otak aq nieh....satu persatu aq flash back... sebak lak dada tetibe.... ingat lg mcet yg dy kc kat aq time our relationship da nak the end.

 "satu hari CINTA & KAWANnya bejalan2 di dalam kampung... tiba2 cinta terjatuh dalam telaga, kenapa? sebab cinta itu buta, lalu kawan pun ikut terjun kedalam telaga, kenapa? sebab kawan akan buat ape saja demi cinta...di dalam telaga cinta hilang, kenape? sebab cinta itu halus mudah hilang kalaw xdijage, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap, sedangkan kawan masih lg tercari2 dimana cinta & terus menunggu, kenapa? sebab kawan itu sejati dan akan kekal sebagai kawan yang setia"

since than we decided to stay as friend.. lg pn dulu ad janji, law pape pn jd, ktowg akan jd kawan sampai bile2... time berjanji 2, aq xpk pn sakit nye, bile kite cume leyh jd kawan je dengan owg yang kite cinte leyh wat aq cam nak glew.... then aq dengan bodohnye, meng'lost contact'kan diri aq ngan dy... jaoh kan diri... sampai sekarang ni, dah jd betol2 jaoh.... da xmcet2 da.... even friend kat fb pn, actually, aq hide dy nye status, xnak nmpak dy kat ctu, sebab nti ati aq jd xtentu arah cam skunk nieh... hmmm...

dy da ad yang len da skunk, even menurut blog dy yang aq bace td, dy single, tp rase nye dy da jumpe yg len... xpe la....asalkan dy happy, aq pn happy gak 4 dy....tp dy ni len.... aq akui, lepas dy, ad yg len  datang dy pergi, tp dy  nieh, datang dan xna pergi2.... stay dalam ati aq.... nape ye.... lg 1, tiap2 kali aq terpikirkan dy, mesti dy akan mcet aq, tibe2... xpn dy akan like status aq kat fb, comment kat ctu... feel like we are connected somewhere in our heart.... aq berserah pd ALLAH, andai takdir aq ngan dy, aq bersyukur, andai bukan, aq terime.... aq masih simpan sume yg dy bagi kat aq dulu... kenangan...

aq tulis semua nieh bukan bermakne aq masih sayang kat dy, cume perasaan ni tetibe jd cam nieh... no reason....just teringat kat dy and terase nak cerite tp xtaw kat sape... huhuhuhu...  n tetibe nak post lgu lak kat cni.... sume part dalam lgu nieh betol kecuali part "7 years" coz bru 4 tears sume berlalu... and part "married" coz dy blom nak kwin pn lg... hehehe

7 years of love by kyuhyun....
kat cni je kot post kali nieh... len kali free, aq post lg....
peace be upon 2 you... <3

someone dedicated this for me....

i'll be there by taeyang....
love this song....
thanz alot to him...
who willing to be there when i'm sad... ^^
gomawoyo...